RachelTheFictionkin
- In a world of trolls and goblins... -
I'm Rachel Gardner from Angels of Death. A god of the multiverse, married to Zack the Goblin. Our son's name is Roofie the Goblin. Here is where you can learn all about us!
About Me
Female | She/Her | Straight | Married | 30-Years-Old
Salutations! My name is Rachel Gardner. Well, what I go by online anyways. I'm a fictionkin¹ and soulbonder².Lifestyle - I'm not a very active or social person outside from the internet. I currently live with my biological mother and our two cats. I spend a majority of my time on the computer, chatting with friends on Discord, drawing, watching videos and playing video games.Special Interests - Pokémon, Skylanders, Hugo the Screen-Troll, Crash Bandicoot, Spyro the Dragon, Angels of Death, Star Ocean, Animals, Cats, True Crime, Nuclear Science, Technology and FoodEducation - I have satisfactorily completed High School in the year 2012 and obtained my Associate's Degree in Graphic Design at college around the year 2015.Occupation - I currently do not work due to mental health. However, I formerly worked with my mother at a home taking care of profound level of mentally disabled individuals; changing, properly feeding and bathing.Medical History - I typically experience social anxiety. Perhaps not as severe now then years ago but I do still get anxious around other human beings. I have schizotypal and borderline personality disorders and evident depression.My physical health is not the worst but I do experience fatigue from lack of iron and I'm overweight. In the past I was at the hospital for a couple of days due to a pulmonary embolism restricting my breathing. I now take blood thinners for it, as well as iron supplements along with my daily antipsychotics.I attend therapy and visit my doctors to help better my mind and body.¹What is a Fictionkin?: - In short, it's someone who identifies themselves as someone or something based on fiction. I believe I was and still am Rachel Gardner from Angels of Death.²What is a Soulbond?: - Typically someone, usually a being from fiction, who creates a connection with a soulbonder. I'm a soulbonder and I believe many characters from fiction are real and exist in other worlds outside from our own, we talk to one another through telepathy. Isaac Foster (Zack the Goblin) from Angels of Death is my closest soulbond.
Kin-Shift Psychosis
I have moments when my body feels tight. I can't sit still and I must fidget while I'm in the midst of thinking about being a kid again from my source. During the moment, my mind pushes to be absent of all the fear of judgment for being weird. It happens when I see something relating to Five Nights at Freddy's. I can't help but rub my hands and legs together with that tight sensation happening as I think of myself being young again with my long, blond hair and small body. I visualize being at Fazbear Pizza's, alone, at night, with the sensation of being in a liminal space, free of people, as the animatronics come to life as we satiate eachother's desires.These "spurts" happen at random times, and not just because of FNAF, but for things like Pokémon and video games in general. I feel myself "turning" into Rachel again and feeling my voice change to be like the canon's.
About Zack
Zack the Goblin, my husband, my friend, my god. Him and I go way back, even in previous lives. He is a notorious criminal in his realm. Fowl acting, bad mouthing, dark humorous goblin. We love each other very much and spend practically every day together!He's Isaac Foster from Angels of Death and a goblin in Hugo the Screen-Troll's world.Name: Zack the Goblin
Nicknames: Zackie, God, Death, Epitome of Evil, God of Misfortune
Previous Name: Isaac FosterRace: Goblin
Age: 24 (Chronologically 400)
Zodiac: Leo
Birthday: July 24Gender: Male
Pronouns: He/Him
Sexuality: DemisexualHeight: 3'03'' (1.0 m) [Goblin Form] / 6'1'' (1.9 m) [Human Form]
Weight: 77 lbs. (35 kg) [Goblin Form] / 152.1 lbs (69 kg) [Human Form]
Body Mass Index (BMI): 35.6 [Goblin Form] / 20.1 [Human Form]Status: Alive, Married
Family: Rachel Gardner (Wife), Roofie the Goblin (Son)
Birthplace / Homeworld: Earth (Satsuriku no Tenshi's Universe / Former), Trollandia (Hugo the Screen-Troll's Universe / Current)
Crimes: Mass Murder, Assault, Torture, Burglary, Vandalism, Child Abuse, Vehicular Manslaughter, Animal CrueltyLikes: Rachel, Roofie, Murder, Cinematography, B-movie Horror Films, Cooking and Food, Action, Gardening, Adventure, Travel
Dislikes: Law Enforcement, Boredom, Humanity, Being Told What To Do, Anyone Who Harms His Wife And SonOccupation(s): Serial Killer, Snuff Producer, Butcher, ChefSkin: Green
Hair: Black
Eyes: Red
Attire: Blue Overalls
Weaponry: ScytheHow we reunited in this life - We united in late-summer of the year 2008. I was around 14 years old, and that was when I initially played the video game, Shadow the Hedgehog for the PlayStation 2. I admired the protagonist of the identical name. I was captivated by his superior strength and cold demeanor. Time and again I would recite lines he spoke from the game.Autumn came and 8th grade started. I attended classes at a city school in Rochester, New York. I've always lacked friends due to my social awkwardness and my peers did not respect me. I was often bullied for my outlandish viewpoints and interests and suffered verbal and physical mistreatment every day at school. Kids would provoke me into becoming emotionally unstable and threatening. I've had things stolen from me, physically assaulted, and verbally ill-treated causing me to spout out death threats in an attempt to get them off my back.Possessing a vivid imagination, I was prone to violent thoughts. Many of those negative thoughts were targeted at the kids that would mock me. Shadow the Hedgehog would frequently appear in my fictitious scenarios where he'd open fire on my school while escorting me away from civilization. During this time, Shadow became someone I idolized. I saw him as a close friend but also someone I felt intimate with. Thinking about him and envisioning us together, he had become a staple in my childhood. We shared a non-verbal relationship at the start, and it wasn't until I was 17 years old when I began hearing his voice in my head. Shadow had supported me when I was on the brink of suicide and provided fellowship when I required the most of it.Appearance - Zack is a goblin that stands at one meter with green skin. His hair is styled in a spiky mohawk that extends from the front of his head to the back. A long bang hangs over his face and down just past his chin. Zack has a thick, bushy set of black eyebrows and a goatee. Wide, crimson eyes. A prominent nose. And long, broad ears with downward-pointing tips. His ears are a somber shade of green on the inside. He has an overbite and teeth that are razor sharp. A black tuft adorns the end of Zack's long, slender tail. He is bipedal and has three clawed toes on each of his supposedly lengthy feet. He also possesses four clawed fingers on each of his human-like hands. Zack has the ability to shapeshift, often into a taller and an even more human-like figure.Zack is capable of manipulating his body parts. Zack has the ability to project antenna-like portions of his brain through the top of his head. Pink colored and vein-encircled with bulbous ends containing photobacterium, illuminate whenever Zack is manipulating electromagnetic waves (e.g. televisions, radios, microwaves and even the brainwaves of other living organisms). Upon doing so, his eyes are rolled back, which impairs his vision. But that simply makes his other four senses more acute, enabling him to interact with his surroundings without the need of his eyes.Zack can make his intestines act like tendrils. As the tentacles emerge, his torso opens with a set of sharp teeth. These are used to attack, grab objects, and drag them into his body.Zack often dresses in blue denim overalls with suspenders fastened at the front with gold buttons.Zack regularly travels with his dependable scythe. A demon-possessed large agricultural hand tool that he deploys to slay anyone that stands in his way. The brown snath is lighter in color than the nib. The base of the light grey blade has a big circular notch. The ring is constructed of the same steel as the blade and has a gemstone with a yellow hue embedded in it.Personality - Unlike the friendly Scandinavian troll, Hugo, Zack is cruel and thirsts for carnage. A sociopath. He, in addition, has a god complex and is quick to reprimand anyone who may not perceive him as such. He destroys private property and gets into physical fights for the sheer enjoyment of it. Hazard-loving and chaotic in nature, he often participates in activities like bungee jumping, bull riding, cliff diving, etc. that would otherwise be considered dangerous to anyone else.Zack struggles to remain focused. He becomes angry anytime he has to sit down and be silent for a while. When this occurs, Zack will make an effort to break the peace and create mayhem in order to amuse himself and keep his body moving.Zack appears dumb but is actually quite brilliant. He has the skills necessary to read, write, comprehend complex situations, finish sentences, and solve basic arithmetic issues. Zack is skilled with weapons as well; he is aware of the fundamental principles underlying bombs, crossbows, and other weapons, to name a few.History - Goblins exist in Trollandia and, with the exception of a few distinguishing characteristics, are virtually indistinguishable from trolls. While they coexist with trolls and other magical creatures, there is one goblin who lives apart from the rest and is feared by many for being cruel and unforgiving. His name is Zack. He became notorious in many parts of the world, and it's no secret that mothers would tell their children tales about this wicked monster. Zack lives in the woods adjacent to Troll Forest and tends to be uninvolved in Hugo's family's affairs. Although his family history is unknown, many believe Zack merely appeared one day and began wreaking havoc.Aside from his violent exploits. Zack enjoys relaxing, looking after his man-eating plant monsters, traveling, fishing, watching movies, and embarking on adventures. He also devotes a significant amount of time to me.
My Connection to Video Game Worlds
I possess this belief that I share a connection to worlds based on video games. Mostly those from the 90's or similar to the Collect-a-Thon and platformer trends that feature mascots like Hugo the Screen-Troll, Spyro the Dragon, Gex and Ratchet and Clank.When I play a game like Diddy Kong Racing, I experience the sensation of existing in an alternate reality with the characters present in the game. A world detached from Earth. Life being so diverse yet familiar in some aspects leaving me with a feeling of warmth and comfort. I frequently see myself as someone of significance to each of these worlds. Often satiating the desires of characters. Why? Perhaps these worlds are influenced by my own desires that need to be fulfilled as well. Maybe I, myself, have shaped these worlds and its people into existence through my knowledge of their video game equivalents, basically being their god, especially since I consider myself a deity and a part of Zack who is also a god. In fact, this is the first time I ever genuinely thought of that while typing this. However, I typically don't like to think of being the one to have thought up those into existence. Primarily because I felt it invalidated their existence in some way...Anyhow, I see myself as a frequent traveler of the multiverse. Who has and can visit these worlds that are merely known to many of us through digitized representations that bring fun and escapism to our dull human lives. I sit and think about this a lot; about how there must be a way to permanently exist as an ethereal being who will truly get to visit these video game worlds and interact with its inhabitants, once I leave this mortal body.It's just one of the things that comforts me whenever the thought about dying one day and having to leave this life behind comes into mind.
The Multiverse Story (Info)
I've been working on a couple of projects recently. This story and a 3D model of Zack on Blender.For the story, I wanted to be focused on my beliefs, relationship with Zack, and other thoughts and values. As a way for people to understand me and the little world that I'm enveloped in. Due to what content I plan to have in it. I won't upload the actual thing here, but probably on sites like Archive of our Own.
Title: The Multiverse Story(The following is subject to change. More information may be added over time)Synopsis - Rachel Gardner; a girl that finds herself lost in interdimensional limbo where she's surrounded by a series of trains. Each leading to bizzare realms. Rachel meets up with some new and familiar faces as they band together to save the multiverse.Plot - Rez has already collected one of the Omnicrystals and sampled its power by sending a fleet of his empire over to the Pokémon world. However, he is incapable of using it to the fullest. Thus, he seeks out the remaining seven crystals and the young girl, Rachel Gardner who can harness their capacity.[Important Items]Omnicrystals - precious fluorescent gems that contain immense power. Many say these crystals appeared during the birth of existence. They strangely resemble the shape of eggs as some believe it inspired the riddle, "Which came first: the chicken or the egg?" There is a total of eight crystals and only a few can harness their power.[Characters]Antagonist(s):Ranald "Rez" the Cyborg - claims to be Gex's father. A robotized anthropomorphic gecko. The former overlord of the Media Dimension. With a thirst for domination over the multiverse, he plans to obtain all 8 Omnicrystals and Rachel to harness their powers to achieve his goal.Mooshoo Pork - an anthropomorphic pig-cow hybrid. A loyal servent of Rez with a passionate love for modern technology. He aids Rez in collecting the Omnicrystals to expand the empire across the multiverse.Protagonist(s):Gex the Gecko - A green, tongue-in-cheek anthropomorphic gecko who enjoys entertaining friends and throwing parties. However, due to the loss of his father, Gex's depression enabled him to forgo his outgoing lifestyle to a more sedentary one where all he does is watch television, peruse the internet and play video games. Although harboring much baggage, he chooses to keep a smile on his face among others.Gex accompanies Rachel and crew on their journey to defeat the megalomaniac, Rez.Jerzee "Cuz" the Gecko - A heavyset anthropomorphic leopard gecko who is Gex's cousin. He knows Gex's depression but doesn't bring it up to prevent further psychological turmoil.Rachel Gardner - a young girl with a mysterious connection to the multiverse. She's often self-conscious. Although most of Rachel's memory was wiped at the start, she quickly recalls a few things like her relationship with Zack.Zack the Goblin - a fowl goblin that wields a mighty scythe. A notorious serial killer across many worlds. He is Rachel's significant other who aids in discovering her purpose.Stryker the Scizor - a red, metal-bodied insectoid that was whisked away from the Pokémon world. Lost in the interdimensional limbo much like Rachel. The two met aboard a train as they band together to scour the interconnecting worlds seeking answers. Only Rachel can understand him as everyone else merely hears "pokémon-speak".Roofie the Goblin - Rachel and Zack's son; a water goblin. A robust, happy-go-lucky guy who arms himself with dual sickles. At first Rachel could not remember ever having a son. Though, acknowledgement quickly comes to fruition soon after Roofie jogs her memory.Arceus - known for representing the God who rules over the Pokémon world. After witnessing a sudden surge of unknown robotic entities entering his domain from a rip in space, he sought help from an outside source to remedy the catastrophe.Abraham "Gray" - an older gentleman who lives in a world much like Earth. He's already made his acquaintance with Rachel and Zack many years ago during their lives on this parallel reality. Gray's approached by Arceus who seeks aid in the crusade against the foreign threat that plagues the multiverse. He then locates Zack for help and directs him to find Rachel.